.why is it like this.

i have always thought my mother was one of the greatest person on the 4 faces of the earth. it was only yesterday that she, my mother, proved me wrong..
now in secondary school, we do not need to have consent forms anymore, but yet she still suspects me of bluffing her sometimes. im her own flesh and blood and she does not believe me? and she says that i don't know how to manage my time properly.. if she does not give me a chance to prove it, how does she know i cannot manage my time properly?
she was like so angry with me yesterday. and i didnt really bother at that point of time. she wannted to slap me even. well if she really did, i would really have left the house. she doent know that at this stage, when im a teen, i become very rebellious. and thats a fact.
the more she want s me to do something that i do not want to do, the more i will rebel. its not like she has not been through this stage but maybe even she didnt, she should know.
im in choir, so she should know that we need lots of time to practise our singing. in fact, she encouraged me to join choir. and now she complains that it is taking up too much of my time. yes, i agree, it takes up quite alot of my time. but hello? does she know that choir is a cca and it has cca points?
well i think that i cannot communicate with her.. it is very difficult for me.. one time, she accused me of going to j8 to shop! and when i told her i did not very clearly, she said that i know very well myself whether i did go or not. very clearly, i know i did not. i did not want to waste my precious time arguing with her.
well, talking about yesterday.. she wanted to slap me and stuff.. yea.. she said that every saturday i am trying to find excuses to get out of the house! you know.. well. its goes like this: i wanted to go with my senior to buy court shoes for next friday's commendation day. and it is compulsory to get the court shoes. she thinks that is an excuse?! urgh.
so i got really mad as she was acussing me and started to quarrel with her. then she wanted to slap me. she said that she would slap me till my specs went haywire and till my braces flew out. -.- isnt that lame.. i dont think she could do that. but well, i wasnt going to give her that chance.
nevertheless, i will see what she does tonight. i gtg now bb.